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I'm Sorry by sbroxmysxo18, literature

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I'm Sorry

I wonder, would an apology be enough. Could it undo all of my bad choices, misguided really. I don't even know if you noticed them. I never knew how you felt. I miss you but most of all I miss what we had before. Before I fell for you. Long before I drowned in your sea blue eyes. Even before you said "miss you." I think thats what got me. So much more than love but actually missing someone. I'm not the same without you. You don't even know. How I felt about you. And all I can muster is "I'm sorry." I am.

Regrets by sbroxmysxo18, literature

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Regrets

It's kind of funny now that I think about it. You try so hard to not feel for such a long time, and then one day you realize that you can't. anymore. Now all you want to do is feel, anything. Maybe not anything, sadness, anger, happiness... anything but regret. But now all you feel is regret. too many missed chances, too many mistakes, that can't be changed. Too much, too little, never right and always wrong. Broken. Shattered, everything that ever mattered. Regret regrets regretted.

Stronger by sbroxmysxo18, literature

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Stronger

It's kind of funny now that I think about it. You get pushed into the ground for so long that you begin to try so hard not to feel anything anymore and then one day you realize that you can't feel anything at all All of the pain and sorrow is gone,but so is the happiness and joy, and you can't even tell whether it's a blessing or a curse and now all you want to do IS feel, something, anything. Well, not anything, sadness, anger, happiness... anything but the feeling of being inferior. Feeling like shit, because someone said that you don't measure up But who gave them the right to judge me, to say what I can and cannot be. I am

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Flying is not Impossible by sbroxmysxo18, literature

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Flying is not Impossible

and there is one thing I know for certain, flying is not impossible. you lead me here, you lead me there but you broke my heart and ripped the wings off of my back. with you, falling was inevitable, I floated on clouds day-dreaming of you, I thought I had nothing to lose. but I fell. hard in and out of love with you. and now I know for certain that flying is not impossible I can tell by the bruises the pavement left on my heart.

I Will Be There by sbroxmysxo18, literature

Saving Grace by sbroxmysxo18, literature

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Saving Grace

she understands that life is hard and she knows that she can't make it any easier for him, if he doesn't want her to. she knows what sacrifice is and she would die for him at the snap of a finger. she learned what love was from an early age and she knows it is new to him, but she would love him if he wanted her to. she hears everything he says and she knows how to change everything sorrowful in his life, if he would only let her. but he lives in fear, in sadness, in loneliness even though she is right next to him if he would let her, she would be his saving grace.

Allison by sbroxmysxo18, literature

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Allison

At the age of fifteen, she was the picture of innocence. Life was lying in front of her waiting, waiting for her to begin her journey. It seemed as if she had all the time in the world, but little did they know it would end as abruptly as it started. They couldn't stop her, there was no way to control her. She didn't need to live life, she was life. But how long can a person live without regards before life catches up with them? She was young and she didn't think about consequences, she just wanted to feel a rush. She thought she had all the time in world, but she didn't. She wasn't into drugs or drinking. She found her rush in fast

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I'm Sorry by sbroxmysxo18, literature

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I'm Sorry

Regrets by sbroxmysxo18, literature

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Regrets

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Stronger

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Saving Grace

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Allison

the right one by sbroxmysxo18, literature

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the right one

i'm afraid i'll never find someone who will make me whole i'm afraid i wont find someone to fill the spaces between my fingers i'm afraid i wont find someone that when we walk we become one person i'm afraid that i wont find the right person, not the perfect person, &

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Conversation with God I by Poetrymann, literature

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Conversation with God I

You got mad at me that day I got high on communion wine and tied your rosary around my hips and told you I could talk to God. I could read the lines on his cheeks right through these calloused palms and I loved how his voice rose up tempered and clear like spring, not thin and waspy like you promised. He called me by name and while his coat was too long for me to see his feet, I knew he did not wear shoes and anger was not his road. He took my hand to walk and told me there was no shame in falling with grace and that the broken would always be heroes in his eyes because they know what it is like to wear a

Masochintoxicated by PagesOfDreams, literature

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Masochintoxicated

Web silken strings pull the pulmonary beat (aching and sliced) towards wind pipe, making breathing shallow, quick and irregular With every little dizzy inhalation I realize that worry and doubt is suffocating me, because picture perfect will never come and sometimes that overwhelming feeling has to wait to be explored And beauty will come with patience, but god, god, god the feeling is crushing and I am left hoping that I can take a large breath soon.

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glass princess by sbroxmysxo18, literature

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glass princess

the first of june: it's the first day of my summer and i'm with the only girl who has ever seen me. the sunlight illuminates the watercolored veins beneath her tissue paper skin. and she glows like a star in the milky way. she is like glass. Clear. transparent, twinkles in the light in a way that everyone notices the second of june: i don't know how long this will last. i don't know when this fragile, perfect girl will realize that i'm nothing. she's the world and i'm the bottom of the ocean. cold. dark. vacant. filled with odd things that no one wants to see the third of june: the light b

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sbroxmysxo18

Feb 13, 2013

It's been a while

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It's been a long time, but I have a lot of stuff going on in my life and I might just need to write it out. Feel free to check any new stuff out (currently only 1 thing). Possibly more to come, we'll just have to see how everything works out.

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sbroxmysxo18

Jan 7, 2011

Inspiration

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"You're only as tall as your heart will let you be, and you're only as small as the world will make you feel. When the going gets rough and you feel like you may fall, just look on the bright side. You're roughly six feet tall."

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sbroxmysxo18

Apr 20, 2010

Boredomm.

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RULES -You must fill out EVERY question! No skipping! -Tag five people afterwards. -Leave a message on their page telling them they're tagged 1. Perfect?: no, and wouldn't want to be 2. Tall?: nope I'm just average 3. In your pajamas?: nope 4. Left handed?: absolutely, positively. LAST: 1. Friend you saw: umm..ariel? 2. Talked to on the phone: muther 3. Person to text you: coach jack 4. Was today better than yesterday?: no not particularly FAVORITES: 1. Number: 18 2. Color(s): Cerulean blue..blues and greens 3. Fruit: umm..watermelon and strawberries 4. Place: my bed..asleep EIGHT EMOTIONS: 1. Are you missing someone right